Sometimes in order to heal and open your heart, what is required is a trip within.
It is the times of dark turmoil that almost call for total reclusion.
I have pulled away from almost all of the people I have come to rely on the last year or so. I was simply becoming too much. Too much for them, too much for me.
I finally took the plunge and reached out to a therapist to really dig into why I do the things that I do, why I seem to overwhelm people I am in relationships with, why I continually choose men that are unavailable.
It is a time of deep healing, upgrading to a better version, soul searching.
I am simultaneously terrified and relieved to have reached out to someone.
Retreating within is okay, as long as you have some guides to help you find the way out again. ❤ ❤